New life

My way to school took me as always 20 minutes. But this time my head was full of sad thoughts that could make my walk horrible enough to hate the whole day. The one think that can always save me is good music. By "good music" l mean Aerosmith, James Arthur, Arctic Monkeys and many others. However, there is one song that makes me go crazy. It's "I'm sexy and l know it". I don't know why, but when l listen to it, l always want to dance and sing. And it doesn't really matter if l'm in the center of the city and there are hundreds of people everywhere. That won't make blush or something, l just don't care.

“Hello, my beauty queen!” said someone, when l turned off the music.

As l turned around, l saw my friend Charlie standing near his new black bike. Yep, here he is. Black expensive bike and every girl is yours. You can kiss with one, but secretly date with another. And that will be alright for you, because you're cool guy. Yeah... It could be like this with every guy, but not with Charlie. He's "seeking for his true love, whom he'll love forever". It's his words, not mine. Also, Charlie is so good-looking... Okay, okay. He's SO hot! I mean, he's my friend, but l can't just close my eyes and don't see his body, muscles and eyes(Oh! I hate myself!). It looks like, Charlie descended from a magazine cover: blue eyes(!!!) always look with care and warmth, brown short cutted hair has a cute curl in the front, 32 teeth always shine like stars, red lips that have never been touched by somebody(if he had kissed someone, he would have told me). Charlie always wears T-shirt, jeans, leather jacket and convers. But l know something that nobody knows... Under this T-shirt the press hides and the press is just...fantastic!(Oh! I've said that!). Yep! That's how my bf looks like...

“Hello” l answered automatically
“Hey” Charlie walked to me. “What's wrong?”
“Just sad thoughts that will soon go away.” l smiled optimistically. Always, when l start talking with my friends, l just forget that l have some problems.
“That's great!” We came through the school doors. “Because it's our last day! Can u imagine?”
“No, really. I feel like l'll go now to the math`s class and will seat there and study. But it IS the last day. And... What are you going to do during the summer?”
“Um... l don't really know... Maybe my family and l will go to the Bahamas... You can go with us.” Charlie ran his hand through his hair.

Oh. My. Gosh. I always forget one thing. Charlie never date or kisses with anyone, because of... because of me. Yep. He's just felt in love with me. He sometimes buys me some presents or phones me in the evening and asks whether l can go with him to the cinema... It's nice of him, really, but l just can't. Even he's so hot. Charlie is my FRIEND, and nothing will make me change my mind. At least, not now.

“Um... Charlie... l don't know...”
“Okay, okay” As l think Charlie now hates himself and curses everything on earth. “So... Um...”

Yep. Awkward pause. Lately it happens more often. Ughr!

“Charlie, so, what are we doing today?” l said as we entered our class that we will soon clean up. “What about a little celebration?”
“That's a nice idea! But maybe we throw a party on Sunday?” Charlie didn't want to look in my eyes. “Hello everybody!”

So, here they are. 20 people were sitting in the classroom. Our classmates. You might think l hate them. No, on the contrary l love them. I've been studying with them for 11 years! Can you imagine it? 11 years of my life are spent on people whom l need to abandon, because of college. But my "entrance in the grown world" will be only next year, so l have time to hug them, to speak to them, to cry with them.

“Hello!” l smiled.
“Hi! Hello! Here they are finally!” The answer was from the whole class.

Charlie and l went to our places. I was sitting with Hanna. She is a beautiful Korean girl with black hair, pale skin(we always laugh at this and name her Vampire Girl), dark brown eyes, l think, knows just everything! But she's not a smug, you can definitely have great fun with her. Hanna has great sense of humor and makes often sarcastic comments.

Charlie sits with DjPineapple(l don't really remember where this name came from, but everybody calls him like that) or Andrew Countach. He's a little bit fat, but it doesn't really matter. Everybody loves him for his kindness, Andrew is like big kind humorist who lately became the Dj(you know, he wanted to be matched with his nickname).

Dj turned to Charlie and asked:
“Did she?”
“No. Andrew, l don't want to talk about this.”
“Okay. I don't know why she always denies you...” As Andrew was speaking, Charlie got darker and darker and at the end he made a deep breath.

Aaaa! Why me? Everybody thinks that we("Charlie, hot guy from a reach family, and Stef, beauty queen, super funny girl with optimistic way of life"-words of the whole class. Damn it!), we are made for each other, but l'm too self-confident to date with this cute guy whom wants nearly the whole school. Ughr! Our relationship is like online soap opera for our classmates, not for everybody, but for the half definitely. And this half is waiting for the happy ending (l'm freaking poet! Damn it!).

“Hello, class!” Mrs. Smith came in.

Notes

So, here the new chapter is! Hope, you'll like it... Don't kill me for my mistakes!