The Missing Love

My friends were dying, and it was because of me! Leo was staring at me, I turned away, and thought of all of our good times together... How he would wake me up at 2:30 in the morning, so we could pull a prank on someone (especially Percy), and me literally having to drag him out of bed in the morning. We would play all of those little kid games, like hiding-go-seek, and tag. Neither of us like to be serious. I would die if he died. We make a great team! We understand each other.
I love him.
I then saw my self having to sing in front of thousands of people. I hate crowds. I am very shy. I normally don't have friends... It took me almost 3 months to finally be able to talk to Leo longer than 30 seconds! And Leo had to carry me on his shoulder so I could meet his friends... Annabeth eventually, bound me with ropes until I talked to them! (Leo's shoulder was hurting from holding me so long, and it still took 3 hours till I talked!) But since I'm a daughter of Aphrodite, I naturally have an okay voice (everyone else says it's amazing, but I don't think so), so I shut my eyes, and began to sing, but in the middle, of the song I broke down crying, I then imagined Leo telling me " What's the big deal? So, some people are in their underpants, big whoop!"
Then I saw my twin, Emily. I really missed her... I try not to think about her too often, because if I think of her I think of my dad. He hated us but I have no idea why... I still have scars from him. He especially hated me, like one day, I tried to call the cops when he beat Emily unconscious, but he found out, and thought Emily was me, so he strangled her to death. I have never forgiven myself... She's dead because of me!
Then it dawned on me!
Suddenly, Aphrodite appeared, and said, "Now, do you realize why I took everyone's ability to love, right?"

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