(Picking up something meant calling in all of the favorites almost everyone owned Mercy, don't ask me what her she called in or what they owed her because i don't know, Mercy sent me off to go find Jake which i did and I'm not going to talk about that either because finding Jake had led to some a pretty messed up talk and confession that I'll tell you about later.

So I'll tell you about what happened when i stormed out of the living area of the forest, before me and my friends left.)

Marching away seriously pissed off, i wasn't sure where i was going but i just need to get away from Jake before i did anything i couldn't take back, but i couldn't get rid of the anger as easily.

How Dare He Ask Me That?

What was going on with me and Dionysus was between me and the Wine god not him, sure i understand what we were doing was appropriate in the long run but it was our business and OURS alone, everyone else could go shove it for all i cared. Stopping at the edge of the strawberry fields i looked at the entrance of the huge maze like fields, the giant hedges where tall and filled with fresh strawberry that looked ready to be picked; not sure why i started to make my way inside the maze and began to walk not really paying any mind to where i was going just following the pull i felt in my chest towards what ever.

I stopped in what i guess must have been a shrine to Dionysus, it wasn't much just a small marble and bronze fountain that was decorated with ivy leafs and grape vines it was beautiful in its simplicity way, walking forward a bit more i crossed my arms over my chest and frowned at my own thoughts; Apart of me knew that Jake was only looking out for me but for the most part I was just angry at him. I was in (hell I can't even call It a relationship because we haven't been on a official date yet.)

Growling, i threw my hands up in frustration, why in the hell did things have to be so damned complicated? why could it be as simple as two people how where attracted to each other wanting to be together? And technically that WAS the case, sure I was a demigod and Dionysus was a god but was it that difference that would make any possible relationship with not work.

I paused in my mental ranting to close my eyes, and breath. I need to step back and breath, okay, I knew going that this...what ever was between me and Dionysus was going to be hard, but already one of my closes friends was routing for me to fail and it hurt; I'm mean you'd think after all of the years of supporting Jake when he would hook up with some really questionable girls would earn me his support automatically right?

Well I guess not.

I sighed there my nose and rubbed my temples.

'To be fair i did have sex with his boss and am now thinking about being in a serious relationship with him.'

"I am so fucked its, not even funny."

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