What It Takes To Remember (On Hold)

I don't think I can keep this secret in much longer. It's a massive secret and I'm bursting at the seems. This secret has to many outcomes that end in my death.

Can I change my future? I want to. I've only been gone for two days and I miss her like crazy. She's looking for me I can feel it. Other people are looking for me to. Namely the one who's secret I know.

I need help no one can do this alone. It's impossible writing this might be the only thing helping me right now.

Have you found the answers to my questions yet? I want to know how thisbworld works. Is this world a series of scripted events or does this world work on a whim, nothing planned?

I once heard a saying about how you can throw a pebble into a flowing river and it will create a ripple, but the current will always correct it's self. Does this fit onto life as well? Can I change my future if it is truly set?

I ccan hear foot steps outside my hiding place, they pace up and down, back and forth. They are searching. Then my name is yelled. I recognize her voice and it takes every bitnof will power I have to stay put. She's so close to me I can reach out and grab her.

I have decided to take the risk. If there's no more entries after this then you know I'm dead. I've kinda grown attached to writing this.

Notes

So any ideas on who it could be? Dedication to the first person to gt it right!