I found out last week that my best friend almost kill herself.


I still can't believe it.


My friend was really depressed.......and still is. I want to talk about this because, no one should feel this way. I found out this a week ago. I was getting drivin home and it was a two hour drive. We were texting like normally. She started to tell me.

One of her once best friends, it was a boy, she was in love with. He found out and got obsessed with her. She finally was able to sever all contact with him. She started to spend time on the computer, because it was the only thing that made her feel happy.

Her parents didn't like this. She wasn't allowed to be on the computer any more. As you can guess this wasn't good. Things continued on happening. A day after my birthday party she tried to drown herself. The only reason that she didn't die was because of her sister. She couldn't do that to her.

She sees a counselor now, but she hates her. The counselor didn't believe her. I hope she's doing better now, but honestly I don't know. I am trying not to cry right now. I don't think she's doing better. I am so worried. What if she commits suicide? I can't imagine.

I am not going to kid myself by believing all of you care. If you don't then get off of this. I don't want you to read any of my books. Thoughts of you who do, you are really good people.
Depression is a serious matter. You can help though by saying hello to the new kids. People in Colorado, she's moving out there this summer. If you meet an Emma P. (I am not telling you her full name) try to say hi to her. Please don't tell her I said this.

Back on the topic of depression though. Always say hi to new people and people you have never met. It really does make a difference. They hide it well though. Just be sure to watch out.

If you're having a hard time feel free to message me personally. True I am a stranger, but I care about you. You also don't know me so hopefully it won't be very hard. I just want you to know that someones hear for you. I will try to get back to you asap. I will even talk about my problems before if this means that it will help you.

Please don't kill yourselves. Someone will always be there, including me.

Thanks for reading,
Sadie Kane

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