My ending

I didn't wait for Annabeth nor anyone else. Gaea was defeated. Leo was most likey dead. No way could even he survive an explosion like that.
I made sure every last monster was destroyed. After that I started to walk away. A few tried to ask where I was going and I would respond that I'll be right back even though I wasn't sure how long I would take.
The sword fighting arena. I went to the shelter in the corner of the arena and brought out the camp dummies.
I sliced and hacked. I probably looked like luke had so many years ago until I came along and we had a nice little chat with cokes and a pit scorpion.
Stop being bitter I chided myself.
You have every right to be bitter I chided myself again.
The mental conversation with myself only inflared my rage. I hacked more violently. Soon the the dummies were unnoticeable as a pile of pillow fluff across the whole arena.
I screamed in frustration. I threw my sword across the arena. I hated it. So much. I put my hands behind my head and walked in small circles trying to control my temper. It didn't work.
"Thank the gods!" I heard behind me. At the entrance was annabeth.
"I was so worried seaweed brain! Where have you-" she cut herself short.
She seemed to just have noticed the stuffing of the dummies and my frustrating stance.
"Percy?" She said her voice full of concern.
I ran my hand threw my hair,shaking my head. I was in the brink of tears. But I didn't want to show annabeth that so I started walking in all circles again.
"Percy. What's wrong." She asked her voice deadly calm like she was afraid if she made a step closer I would run away. I probably would've too. I hated that.
I put my hand on my forehead.
"Watching more than half my friends die because I asked them to help me in a war that meant sure slaughter. Having-" my voice cracked.
"Percy what are you talking about?" I started to get angry again.
"Having to watch all that happen at age of sixteen. Not being able to live a normal life. Not being able to be a kid for once. Losing my memory and loosing eight months of my life. I haven't even seen my mom in more than a year! We saw each other again and we got thrown into the pits of hell! I had to watch someone whom I erased their memory be my friend when I wasn't even theirs! Making the gods swear on the river styz only to find out that they didn't keep it. All the monsters that try to get to us are right! We're pawns of the the gods! They don't- they don't-" my voice cracked.
"Percy." Annabeth said her voice firm. "stop." she sounded worried but more like she knew where this would lead. I sure didn't.
I felt riptide reappear in my pocket. I took it out uncapped it and threw it again.
"Percy." she said once agin.
"What, annabetb? What!" I said back. She looked taken back and hurt.
"Annabeth-" I felt guilty.
"Percy! What is wrong with you right now? You sound just like Luke did you know?!" She said back.
"Maybe he was right!" I said back. That caught her by surprise.
"He wasn't percy. He wasn't." She said in a small voice.
I shook my head in frustration.
"Percy. We have the rottenedt luck but that doesn't change anything. We're together. That's what matters." She reasoned.
"What's it matter if we can never be happy?! We'll never be the same. We'll have worse nightmares than ever. We'll-we'll ugh!" I screamed in frustrating I saw people heading to the sword arena to find out what was going on.
"I'm going to go see my mom. I need to get away from here." I walked out the other side of the arena. To be truthful I wasn't sure I wanted to see my mom right now. I was y Ben sure I wanted to see anyone. I walked towards the beach of camp half-blood. I went under the water and made it propel myself to New York. It was a cold night but at the moment I didn't care.
I walked down the busy streets hands in my pockets.
I didn't realize it but I passed the Empire State building. Everywhere I looked their was a bad memory. Most were form the second Titan war. The war where I led my friends into a slaughter. I passed the ally way where silena died and I felt as if I could see the scene. The bridge where annabth room the knife for me. I looked out at the harbor and saw a ship exploding with greek Fire and a boy jumping in the water propelling himself away from the explosion. I saw it all again. I couldn't look anymore. I made a turn towards Central Park. I found the lake and jumped in. Nobody paid me any attention. Of course they didn't this was New York. I made an air bubble at the bottom of the lake. I eat there for who knows how long but when I finally came up I was still angry and frustrated and I felt like break down. It was early morning I could see the the sun rising on the horizon. I decided to head back to camp. People would be worried. I walked along the beach for awhile until no one was around. Not like it mattered they would have noticed me either way but I was procrastinating. I jumped into the cold water and told the currents to send me to camp half blood. I came up on the beach. Connor stoll was on duty. And I saw the images again. The campers coming up to greet me. Only for me to give the news of beckendorf a death. I sighed trying not to let Connor see my discomfort. He seemed pretty uncomfortable but he didn't say anything expect hi. I responded back and meent towards my cabin. It was still early so not that many people were awake.
When I got to my cabin I collasped on my bunk from pure exhaustion.

Of course I had nightmares.
The faces passed by me. No words. No sound. But I could see them. One by one.
Bianca, Zoe, beckendorf, Michael, silena, ethan, Luke, I saw Bob and damasen. Then I woke shaking and shivering from the faces of the death. I saw the trend in the dead. It was people's death that I regretted the most or saw as my fault.
Dont let it get to you. It's dreams.
There was a knock at my door.
Great, perfect timing I thought.
"come in!" I said laying back down on my bunk. The door opened a crack and I saw Annabeth peering in through the crack in the door she stepped in hesitantly. I looked away.
"How was your mom?" She asked softly.
"I couldn't do it." She nodded understandingly.
"Annabeth, I'm sor-" I started.
"No. Don't be." She said looking at me with her grey eyes full of wisdom and intelligence. Her blonde curls like a princesses falling over her shoulders.
I stepped off my bunk. I went to her and hugged her.
"I'm sorry." I said kissing her forehead.

Notes

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